Now that I love you so much
And it’s right there for all to see
Why don’t you let me hold you
And dream of the things that should not be
I studied the words you wrote down
And picked them apart to check your style
As I was doing all this
You never forget to hide your smile
It all comes crashing down
When my secret flies
Back to lonliness
Do you ever go from texting someone every day to realizing you’re always the one texting first, so you eventually stop texting first to see if they ever even realize you two haven’t talked and they don’t realize so you’re just stuck silently missing them knowing it’s not even worth it anymore because they obviously don’t care
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after seeing them at their most vulnerable, you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.
in French we say ”mâ t’en calisser une mon esti” which means that you love someone really hard, but so deeply that it’s almost violent.
criss c’est rendu à 1300
im just sad and lonely and bad at math